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And it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high<\/strong>
And it’s been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it’s been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again<\/strong>
And it’s been awhile
Since I could call you<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nAnd everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I’ve stretched myself beyond my means<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nAnd it’s been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn’t addicted
And it’s been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well and
And it’s been awhile
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it’s been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nAnd everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve gone and fucked things up again, again<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nWhy must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nAnd it’s been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I’m sorry
And it’s been awhile
Since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face
And it’s been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nAnd everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be, and I know it’s me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nAnd it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high<\/strong>
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I’m sorry<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"So I’ll just leave this here… It’s Been Awhile – Staind And it’s been awhileSince I could hold my head up highAnd it’s been awhileSince I first saw youAnd it’s been awhileSince I could stand on my own two feet againAnd it’s been awhileSince I could call you And everything I can’t rememberAs fucked up … <\/p>\n
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