Poems from 2011

Oh I remember these. Damn, what lust and fun I had… My heart broke so many times but I have to say, I have never been so inspired, since then. Hope you enjoy the throwbacks!

Can You Breathe?

Can you breathe?
A kiss on your lips,
Breathe stolen,
Dreams changed,
World burning,
Can you breathe?
Flesh on fire,
Hearts igniting,
Passions stirred, tried and tested,
Fingers that lay waste,
Wetness dripping like a candle,
Dancing flame,
Dancing tongue,
Rigid shaft,
Deep head,
Deep into me,
Can you breathe?
Lungs bursting,
The screams keep coming,
Nerves lit like an altar,
A temple,
Doors open wide,
But such a tight entry,
Can you breathe?
No hesitation,
Simple surrender,
Tears of pure bliss,
Intertwined fantasies,
Adventurous deeds,
Can you breathe?
Touch her there,
With this finger,
Move him there,
With this hand,
Dolls,
Placed just so for delightful viewing,
Can you breathe?
Steal you away,
Chain you from the days,
Until permitted,
I can’t breathe.

Can you feel the fire,
Burning in my skin,
It starts where you bit me,
And then circles around within,
It curls up in my belly,
It dances around my heart,
Waiting there for more kisses,
More fire waiting to start,
Can you feel the water,
The wetness you cause to flow?
I once knew tears so desperate,
I could not let them go,
Now I simply rain for you,
Dripping down my sides,
It no longer matters the tribute paid,
The lonely tears I’ve cried,
Can you hear the laughter?
Every humorous tale you tell,
And as you welcome me every morning,
My insecurities do you quell,
I cannot fight the fever,
Would never dare to try,
Because there is only laughter,
And no more reason to cry,
I would not ask for anything more,
Just everything that you are

Epic Poem/Song
She turned to taste his lips so wet,
And whispered, “Can’t you see?”
“This is where you truly belong,
Lost in love with me,”
All the world a warrior’s playground,
Dirges for all the dead,
But still he held her in his arms,
Took the lady to his bed,
Fields of grass, forests of trees,
Leaves falling all around,
He took her to the waterfalls,
And laid her on the ground,
She brought him to the holy temple,
Knelt with him in prayer,
He kissed her neck, tickled her lips,
She tugged and tore at his hair,
Fires igniting like candles,
Flesh dripping down the hill,
Others woke to adventure,
And so many woke to kill,
But she woke to feel the wonder,
The pleasure that was him,
And he woke to share his laughter,
And the delicious taste of skin,
He held her after so much travel,
Gripped her in his hands,
She pressed against him, staring at him,
And bent to make him a man,
“My lips have kissed a dozen,
My body caught the seed,
My heart has loved too many,
I’ve given into and had such greed,”
He did not care for history,
He hushed her lips with his,
“All I know is that you’re mine now,
And all we need is this,”
Hands about her waist,
He held her firm and strong,
She brought him to ecstatic heights,
Their travels short or long,
But always with each other,
Never far apart,
Bending to the faithless world,
But always true in the heart,
He sucked the essence of motherhood,
Sweetness against his tongue,
She lapped at the wound she made on his neck,
Until all the bleeding was done,
Looking into his eyes,
And hearing him say her name,
He could not fathom the depths of green,
The tears that fell like rain,
But with tender arms around her,
He quelled the deepest fear,
“I had a dream, it was so beautiful, but then, you were not here,”
A simple smile to remind her,
Never could this be true,
“I will not walk away from this,
Because I’m in love with all we do,
Can’t you feel it in my fingers,
As they dance across your skin?
I feel it every time we kiss,
Each time you let me in,”
In the light of his pleasure,
With evidence in her punctured flesh,
She knew to trust him fully,
He knew for both what was best,
And she let him hold her completely,
“Remember this is truth,
I am yours for the rest of this life,
And I belong only to you,”

Just a taste,
Break the skin,
The puncture wounds deep,
The blood flows,
You drink,
I become your food,
Eaten piece by piece,
Devoured limb by limb,
Made whole again in your dream,
In your eyes,
Formed perfectly for your hands,
My breath stolen,
My skin on fire,
Your hands running all over my flesh,
No secrets,
No hidden desires,
Everything written on the surface,
Nothing but passion stirring beneath,
I struggle to perform,
Simply because the fires burn,
And I ache to burn like that,
For you,
Dancing before you like a candle,
Dripping down my sides like wax,
Your tongue tasting,
My wants are leaking,
And you’re scooping them up,
Great handfuls of me,
Pressing me to your mouth,
Exhausting my senses,
How much can I take?
How much can I make?
Rebuilding what we knew separately,
Bringing together what we now know,
What we’ve learned,
Hearts can love gently,
Souls can meet and touch and part,
It need not be eternal,
It needs only be a moment,
A candle’s lifetime,
Slow and sensual burning

The deep flowing agony of tears,
Ceaseless pain founded in fears,
All that comes again just to cry,
Slowly hearts fail, falter and die,
Then this brightness, like a gem,
No legendary creature…just him,
Lips that hunger for the taste of blood,
Making everything forbidden good,
Drums beat out the simple beat,
When lips give in and lovers meet,
Hands strike hard reaching to hold,
Warming bodies left too long cold,
In his hands, fires instantly ignite,
In his arms the darkness is light,
In his eyes, no troubles there,
In his kiss, unspoken prayer,

Creepy Pasta and Chilling Tales for Dark Nights

Well well! Lucky you! Two posts from me in ONE day!

This one is about writing, writing and more writing. Because of Covid-19 restrictions and safety protocols, I kind of gave up my spot where I was doing healing massage and energy work. They considered me a health care service, but while I do heal with people, I am covered under provincial ‘personal care’ services like nail salons and spas. We also had a conflict with a client…er friend…er, see, I got them confused even here! Things went south fast when I didn’t offer her the service she wanted, and so…yeah, just didn’t want to hang around there. If she needs that space to feel safe, then whatevs, I have my space inside of me!

Anyway! Babbling! So I have childcare every week day and am doing more and more art and slowly getting back into writing. Now the way I used to while away my hour long busride to work was listening to horror podcasts – specifically Chilling Tales for Dark Nights which is part of the Simply Scary Podcasts! Oh I love me some Jason Hill from Horror Hill….deeeelicious voice…He can hide under my bed any day, mmmm! Though he may not be allowed to leave, especially if he starts using those seductive tones of his!

Distracting! I want to submit stories to their site. I went to their Chilling Tales for Dark Nights Submissions – which actually takes you to the Creepy Pasta Submissions page – and found a whole bunch of scary stories categories. Well you know me, why do things the easy way? I have decided I shall fulfill each of the categories with a story. I’m gonna treat their category list like a sort of personal challenge for writing. Here’s the list:

Abductions and Kidnappings – strangers have the best candy
Animals and Wildlife – oh yes please
Apocalyptic and Dystopian – love it
Artifacts and Objects
Based on True Events – *coughs* Cecil Hotel *coughs*
Beings and Entities
Body Horror
Children and Childhood
Christmas and Holidays
Classic Horror
Conspiracies and Government – boy do I ever!
Creepypasta Classics
Dark Comedy, Humor, and Parodies – I can do humor, too, you know
Dark Fantasy – death from above, dragons reign!
Deaths, Murders, and Disappearances – Cecil Hotel, ammirite??
Demons and Possession
Dreams and Nightmares
Drugs and Addictions – Cecil Hotel…just sayin’
Feelspastas and Happy Endings – hrm….this one might give me difficulty…
Films and Footage
Folklore and Folktales
Ghosts and Spirits
Halloween Stories
Hell and the Afterlife – deeeeemons rising!!
Historical Fiction
Illness and Injuries
Insects, Spiders, and Parasites
Investigations and Crimes
Jobs and Occupations
Journals and Diaries
Locations and Sites
Madness, Paranoia, and Mental Illness
Medical and Hospitals
Military and Warfare
Monsters, Creatures, and Cryptids
Myths and Legends
Natural Disasters and Storms
Nature and the Outdoors
Occult, Magic, and Witchcraft
Poems and Poetry
Psychological Horror
Religion and Spirituality
Rites and Rituals
Science and Experimentation
Science Fiction and Aliens
Slashers and Gore
Sounds and Voices
Space and Cosmic Horror – Star Wars, Star Trek, LOVE LOVE LOVE! the Grays!
Survival Horror
Suspense and Thrillers
Technology, the Internet, and the Deep Web
Television and Lost Episodes
Torture and Cannibalism
Toys and Dolls
True Scary Stories
Urban Legends – can’t even easily pick a fave here, so many great ones!
Video Games and Gaming
Zombies and the Undead

What I’d love is for you to tell me any ideas YOU come up with that you think `I` might like! You know I love sexy things, and sure, their site isn’t really for erotica like mine. I can tone it down, no worries there. But I do so love scaring people. Oh you thought I was under your bed just for kicks and giggles? Silly munchkin!

Got any story ideas that fit in these? Want to fill me in on Creepy Past Classics? I’m familiar with their site and its impact on the interwebz but what makes it a classic story in the Creepy Past style?

My stories need to be more than 500 words. Feel free to drop a post and say something about what you’d like to see. I know I have my ideas. And yes, I will be sharing them here.

If possible, I hope to soon have my own horror podcast going. I will definitely share with you when I make some more progress. *purrs and blows kisses*