*REPOST* Revera Lives!

THIS is Revera Z. She’s alive. I could cry. I’m so happy for her.

This render in Daz Studio 4 took over an hour. I’m serious, within five minutes the image was already worthy of sharing. But I let it run because this is the real first pic of the updated Revera Zedd.

She’s gorgeous. She’s so hot. I have to work on her body still, those pics will not be free in the future because I won’t cover up her gorgeous chachas and hoohah. She’s too sexy not to be shared! But she’ll end up being censored, for sure.

I love her. I started making Revera years ago for my friend Zeddikins by commissioned request. Then I just couldn’t let her go. She’s sensual and silly but classy. And still somehow slutty. She’s just every man’s dream of what a sexy redhead should be! She’s an elf some of the time, modern woman the rest of the time. And she’s been everything from a sexy librarian type to a warrior with a sword!

She’s iconic of my work. You’ll be seeing more of her, I guarantee. Now that she’s alive in my new program with my new computer, she won’t be going anywhere for awhile.

Guess I’ll spend the rest of the day playing with her sexy bits…muahahahaha!! Pay me, dammit, because this is WORK!!! Hahahaha!

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Crappy Suckentine’s Day

I’m gonna post some old Anti Valentine’s Day pics. Even when I had a sexy vday lover to share these days with, I still made these great pics. These are pretty old so pardon the art styles. Still funny though!

Trying to be Creative

It isn’t easy.

I committed myself to being more creative with my time in June of this year. I came back from a festival and felt…not alive. I felt like the festival helped me live, but it felt like what I had at home, what I spent my time doing, was not living. So I chose to cut out the security job I was doing. That took a month because I’d already committed myself to working at another festival in July. And after that…I just feel different.

I don’t feel old. I feel…like I value time more. Like I see that time passes, and no matter how much or how little of it I have left, I want to use it the best way I know how. And that’s doing things I love doing.

I was doing a lot of hobbies. I gave most of my hobby supplies away. I was using hobbies as a way of keeping me busy. And nothing was ever finished, nothing was ever really done or created. Whereas when I write or do art, I feel accomplished almost immediately. I can see my progress. I can see it being appreciated. That matters to me.

I wish WordPress wasn’t so sucky. This is pretty tough to write in, as a medium, because the keystrokes aren’t being acknowledged. It’s that whole ‘in the cloud’ thing, where if you don’t have a fast enough computer or internet connect, it can’t connect and save to the cloud quickly enough to put it onto the ‘page’ if you will. I’m typing words quickly and they aren’t showing up. I guess that’s because so many people rely on auto correct for things. I really don’t. I know what I’m trying to say. I don’t need or want a system trying to do it for me.

I’m working on a book. And I have a new character I’m using based on my World of Warcraft experiences. I started playing that again. Yep, sure did. I’m lonely, don’t judge me. Of course, what’s lonelier than playing in a world as vast as WoW and not seeing any actual people? I don’t know. I’m better off going on a bus in real life, I’ll see plenty of people then. But I think I’ll be disappointed. Real people are so…real. Know what I mean?

I like elves. And orcs. And monsters. And things that in the real world would hurt but that in our world, well, they don’t. I like that.

Found Jason Hill at Audible!

Weee! Gods this man’s voice rules me. And then I randomly checked Amazon.com to see if he was there. He was, and he IS!

First, there’s this book about vampires – what the fuck, I LOVE vampires! – and Jason is the narrator.

It’s free with an Audible account, which I happen to have..ahem! But I tell ya, I’d pay to hear Jason Hill saying ‘fuck’ the way he says ‘fuck’….fuck…!

He’s also included in one of the Chilling Tales for Dark Nights anthologies.

Wonder what story he narrates there? He’s so delicious. Sometimes when I’m listening to the Chilling Tales for Dark Nights podcasts, an ad for Horror Hill comes on, and it’s clearly an old one with Jason Hill narrating. Drives me nuts, it does. Gives me a wetty no matter where I am, time of day or night, bus or walking or sitting or shopping. Just…Jason Hill. Man, I love that voice. He’s so smooth. Like, the other narrators all remind me of someone else who is already famous. One at CTFDN sounds like Matthew Mcconaughey, another sounds like Justin Long. You can just picture this or that popular person telling the story. But Jason Hill is incredibly unique and I just can’t get enough of him.

Know who he reminds me of? Remember the Originals, the WB or CB or whatever vampire show spin-off to Vampire Diaries? And then there was the stuff with um, the witch girl and the blonde vampire, and the lil babies? But then there was that random vampire that came out of nowhere, seemed Cajun or something. Had a very Joe Manganiello look about him, but he was incredibly random and outstanding all at once. Jason Hill is like that. He’s just…his own original. Can’t get enough!

EDIT!! I had to research that vamp. It’s Enzo St. John, played by Michael (it’s just a bunch of) Malarkey.

I’ll download some of these and hopefully remember to come back and tell y’all how hot they were to listen to. Yum!