*REPOST* Revera Lives!

THIS is Revera Z. She’s alive. I could cry. I’m so happy for her.

This render in Daz Studio 4 took over an hour. I’m serious, within five minutes the image was already worthy of sharing. But I let it run because this is the real first pic of the updated Revera Zedd.

She’s gorgeous. She’s so hot. I have to work on her body still, those pics will not be free in the future because I won’t cover up her gorgeous chachas and hoohah. She’s too sexy not to be shared! But she’ll end up being censored, for sure.

I love her. I started making Revera years ago for my friend Zeddikins by commissioned request. Then I just couldn’t let her go. She’s sensual and silly but classy. And still somehow slutty. She’s just every man’s dream of what a sexy redhead should be! She’s an elf some of the time, modern woman the rest of the time. And she’s been everything from a sexy librarian type to a warrior with a sword!

She’s iconic of my work. You’ll be seeing more of her, I guarantee. Now that she’s alive in my new program with my new computer, she won’t be going anywhere for awhile.

Guess I’ll spend the rest of the day playing with her sexy bits…muahahahaha!! Pay me, dammit, because this is WORK!!! Hahahaha!

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While We’re Waiting…

In case you haven’t heard, I’m waiting for a new computer. Once I get one…boy am I ever gonna go to town! I’m gonna become the Daz Studio girl I always said I would NEVER be! That’ll teach me for using the word ‘never’, yeah?

Until then, my Discord friend balthazarbludd and I were talking about this great saying I found on Instagram:

Sooo fucking sexy… That gets me hot, right there…yum!

Anyway, I decided to offer a challenge to balth about making a picture for this! He banged one out really fast, and if he was more responsive in chat, I’d be asking him right now if I could post it here! But alas, alack, people have lives…

Here’s my first copy, straight out of Poser. Must say, it turned out pretty freakin’ good!

But…I know that with the tricks I’ve learned over the years on Photoshop, I could touch it up just a bit…Voila!

What do you think? I wanted to make it so she had that kinda hungry growl to her look…I was telling the guys that no matter what men think, no girl I know wants to be caught making stupid porno face! YOU guys might like it…we don’t like it! I wanted my girl to look powerful and mostly in control…mostly. But to have that little growl escape her lips as he drove home his point, if you will. Ahem!

Can’t wait to get that new computer.

Crappy Suckentine’s Day

I’m gonna post some old Anti Valentine’s Day pics. Even when I had a sexy vday lover to share these days with, I still made these great pics. These are pretty old so pardon the art styles. Still funny though!

Trying to be Creative

It isn’t easy.

I committed myself to being more creative with my time in June of this year. I came back from a festival and felt…not alive. I felt like the festival helped me live, but it felt like what I had at home, what I spent my time doing, was not living. So I chose to cut out the security job I was doing. That took a month because I’d already committed myself to working at another festival in July. And after that…I just feel different.

I don’t feel old. I feel…like I value time more. Like I see that time passes, and no matter how much or how little of it I have left, I want to use it the best way I know how. And that’s doing things I love doing.

I was doing a lot of hobbies. I gave most of my hobby supplies away. I was using hobbies as a way of keeping me busy. And nothing was ever finished, nothing was ever really done or created. Whereas when I write or do art, I feel accomplished almost immediately. I can see my progress. I can see it being appreciated. That matters to me.

I wish WordPress wasn’t so sucky. This is pretty tough to write in, as a medium, because the keystrokes aren’t being acknowledged. It’s that whole ‘in the cloud’ thing, where if you don’t have a fast enough computer or internet connect, it can’t connect and save to the cloud quickly enough to put it onto the ‘page’ if you will. I’m typing words quickly and they aren’t showing up. I guess that’s because so many people rely on auto correct for things. I really don’t. I know what I’m trying to say. I don’t need or want a system trying to do it for me.

I’m working on a book. And I have a new character I’m using based on my World of Warcraft experiences. I started playing that again. Yep, sure did. I’m lonely, don’t judge me. Of course, what’s lonelier than playing in a world as vast as WoW and not seeing any actual people? I don’t know. I’m better off going on a bus in real life, I’ll see plenty of people then. But I think I’ll be disappointed. Real people are so…real. Know what I mean?

I like elves. And orcs. And monsters. And things that in the real world would hurt but that in our world, well, they don’t. I like that.

Ugh Posting

I have SUCH a hard time getting in here to post. I know it’s to my benefit and to the benefit of anyone left in my fanbase. But ugh. I think it’s because I’m overwhelmed in real life with work and the like. Rent’s behind, but groceries and family are fine. Know what I mean? I don’t work enough but I could work more. I don’t wanna! Ugh…

Well here’s a shot of my lovely avatar self playing around in Superfly and lighting. Look at that shiny skin, but don’t ask me how it got to be like that! I’m also working on getting back to doing series for Renderotica. A friend of mine from Discord just got accepted by them and I want to get in to it too. I’m already one of their accepted artists. Now I need to use this as a source of income and get to work. His work doesn’t have words so maybe I can do that too. Straight pic series? Count me in! But what would my subject matter be? Pure bondage, I’m thinking. A pinup set? Maybe…maybe a few different girls of mine, my OCs, doing pinup and bondage and pinup bondage? We’ll see what my buddy thinks.

Anywho, here’s that pic.