That’s All I Can Stands

an’ I can’t stands no more! – Popeye

That’s it. I’ve had it. I’m gonna do it. But why does it feel like I’m choosing to like, try some new drug or contemplate how to kill myself??

What is it? It’s me. Choosing to use Daz fucking Studio.

I see their pictures. I see the work they do. And I know I could do the same. I could maybe even do better.

And one of my favourite artists, Studio AD, made the switch. I was sure he never would but he did. And he’s fine with it. The switch was pretty easy for him.

So. I guess it’s my turn. This is me, downloading “Daz Central” right now. Even saying that, typing that, makes me friggin’ cringe. Ugh!

The reason I despise Daz so much is because they are like drug dealers. They created this amazing figure, namely Victoria 4, that I spent honestly thousands of dollars on getting content for over the last what, decade?? Then they upgraded her several times, but no one bit. Cuz we all loved V4 so much – and still do! But then they made another amazing figure named Genesis 3. And…if you were smart, you could get that to work in your Poser program, the program I use.

Then…they made Genesis 8….and it’s fucking amazing.

But they didn’t make it work in Poser.

Could they have? Damned straight. How do I know? Because MANY merchants at Renderosity.com make content that fits both V4 AND G8F (Genesis 8 female). So if a merchant can do it, Daz could have too, with all their tech and coders and the like. But you see, Daz decided they wanted their own 3D program. And though it takes V4, they wanted to corner the market. They made it so that if you wanted to use G8 series, you had to use it in Daz Studio.

Daz Studio itself is free. So is Genesis. But…content? And the learning curve? Harsh.

I invested in Victoria. I made my avatar, all my favourite WoW OCs, all my sexy times. I used V4. I could and do still use her! So why do I need to use G8 anyway?

Because. This.

And this.

This.

This…*drools*…

OMG THIS!

This!

See what I mean? Do you SEE? Imagine if ~I~ had these characters? Imagine the sexiness I could make?!?! I ought to be playing with this hotness!

*gulps*…nuff said. Finishing installation…

Me a week ago
Me today…*sigh*

Horror Hill Inspiration

Can’t help it! When I like something, I gotta honour it with mimicry and inspired imitation!

Here’s my version of an image of Jason Hill from the Horror Hill podcast!! Next to it is the original of the narrator Jason Hill. I think that image is soooo sexy…but for all my searching, I couldn’t find a straight razor for Poser!

Creepy Pasta and Chilling Tales for Dark Nights

Well well! Lucky you! Two posts from me in ONE day!

This one is about writing, writing and more writing. Because of Covid-19 restrictions and safety protocols, I kind of gave up my spot where I was doing healing massage and energy work. They considered me a health care service, but while I do heal with people, I am covered under provincial ‘personal care’ services like nail salons and spas. We also had a conflict with a client…er friend…er, see, I got them confused even here! Things went south fast when I didn’t offer her the service she wanted, and so…yeah, just didn’t want to hang around there. If she needs that space to feel safe, then whatevs, I have my space inside of me!

Anyway! Babbling! So I have childcare every week day and am doing more and more art and slowly getting back into writing. Now the way I used to while away my hour long busride to work was listening to horror podcasts – specifically Chilling Tales for Dark Nights which is part of the Simply Scary Podcasts! Oh I love me some Jason Hill from Horror Hill….deeeelicious voice…He can hide under my bed any day, mmmm! Though he may not be allowed to leave, especially if he starts using those seductive tones of his!

Distracting! I want to submit stories to their site. I went to their Chilling Tales for Dark Nights Submissions – which actually takes you to the Creepy Pasta Submissions page – and found a whole bunch of scary stories categories. Well you know me, why do things the easy way? I have decided I shall fulfill each of the categories with a story. I’m gonna treat their category list like a sort of personal challenge for writing. Here’s the list:

Abductions and Kidnappings – strangers have the best candy
Animals and Wildlife – oh yes please
Apocalyptic and Dystopian – love it
Artifacts and Objects
Based on True Events – *coughs* Cecil Hotel *coughs*
Beings and Entities
Body Horror
Children and Childhood
Christmas and Holidays
Classic Horror
Conspiracies and Government – boy do I ever!
Creepypasta Classics
Dark Comedy, Humor, and Parodies – I can do humor, too, you know
Dark Fantasy – death from above, dragons reign!
Deaths, Murders, and Disappearances – Cecil Hotel, ammirite??
Demons and Possession
Dreams and Nightmares
Drugs and Addictions – Cecil Hotel…just sayin’
Feelspastas and Happy Endings – hrm….this one might give me difficulty…
Films and Footage
Folklore and Folktales
Ghosts and Spirits
Halloween Stories
Hell and the Afterlife – deeeeemons rising!!
Historical Fiction
Illness and Injuries
Insects, Spiders, and Parasites
Investigations and Crimes
Jobs and Occupations
Journals and Diaries
Locations and Sites
Madness, Paranoia, and Mental Illness
Medical and Hospitals
Military and Warfare
Monsters, Creatures, and Cryptids
Myths and Legends
Natural Disasters and Storms
Nature and the Outdoors
Occult, Magic, and Witchcraft
Poems and Poetry
Psychological Horror
Religion and Spirituality
Rites and Rituals
Science and Experimentation
Science Fiction and Aliens
Slashers and Gore
Sounds and Voices
Space and Cosmic Horror – Star Wars, Star Trek, LOVE LOVE LOVE! the Grays!
Survival Horror
Suspense and Thrillers
Technology, the Internet, and the Deep Web
Television and Lost Episodes
Torture and Cannibalism
Toys and Dolls
True Scary Stories
Urban Legends – can’t even easily pick a fave here, so many great ones!
Video Games and Gaming
Zombies and the Undead

What I’d love is for you to tell me any ideas YOU come up with that you think `I` might like! You know I love sexy things, and sure, their site isn’t really for erotica like mine. I can tone it down, no worries there. But I do so love scaring people. Oh you thought I was under your bed just for kicks and giggles? Silly munchkin!

Got any story ideas that fit in these? Want to fill me in on Creepy Past Classics? I’m familiar with their site and its impact on the interwebz but what makes it a classic story in the Creepy Past style?

My stories need to be more than 500 words. Feel free to drop a post and say something about what you’d like to see. I know I have my ideas. And yes, I will be sharing them here.

If possible, I hope to soon have my own horror podcast going. I will definitely share with you when I make some more progress. *purrs and blows kisses*

Annual Membership Options at Patreon!

Now available! Darthhell and I are always working hard in the background, even when it seems we’re not producing very much. Quality takes time, y’all! And you already know that with Darthhell, you wait for the best, you get the best! Meeeeowwww! Hot hot hot!

So now at our Patreon page for Aphotic Inferno, you can choose to pay for a single year. This will prevent unintended card declines, and will help us to maintain enough extra flow to keep the energy juices going. Without interest and appreciation from you guys, well, it’s hard to make anything! Darthhell is definitely better than I am at making for himself – you’re all so lucky his lil fetishes match yours, you have no idea! Yum!

Please consider an annual membership when you can. It means a lot to us to know you’ll be there through thick and thin…for better or for worse…richer…for poorer… Hey wait a sec, this is starting to sound familiar! Ahhhhh! *runs screaming*

Well Shit…

This is rather sad. But worth noting and worth honouring…

How 2 Women Helped Create the 3D Art World

The 3D world lost two powerhouse designers recently with the deaths of Lisa Buckalew and Diane Griffith. While these women may not be household names to many Poser users, their impacts in the world of digital art are felt daily.
Griffith is better known to the Renderosity community as long-time vendor DTHUREGRIF opened the first store on the site and Buckalew built on that foundation as a co-founder of HiveWire3D.
“Without the work of Lisa and Diane, there would be no marketplace for high-quality, third-party content. Separately they worked to lay the foundation that allowed Poser to flourish and its community of users to grow,” said Michelle Willard, Poser Software marketing manager.
Griffith was one of the first members when she joined Renderosity in March 1999 and was the first vendor on the site when she offered her first product about a year later.
In 1999, Griffin was using Poser as a reference tool in her art. At the same time, a group of programmers in Tennessee decided they wanted to create a community where people interested in 3D modeling could discuss ideas and share their work. It being the time before Google, she had to look in books or find other users to answer her questions about Poser.
“I had a question the manual couldn’t answer and found Poser Forum,” she said in a 2017 interview with Renderosity Magazine. “I later found Renderosity and ended up becoming part of the community. I started designing characters around 2000 and have been at it ever since.”
Back when she joined Renderosity didn’t have vendors or even a marketplace. It was a forum for Poser users to exchange ideas and advice. But that changed when Griffin with fellow Poser creators artists Jack Kammerer and Ed Arsenault started the first store on the site and offered the first products for sale.
“That seems like a million years and many lifetimes ago,” Griffith said in 2017.
After her success at Renderosity, Griffien launched her own websites and 3D product marketplace over the years, but she would always find her way back to the Renderosity community. And she never stopped creating 3D products, having released her last character on Jan. 19. Find more of Griffith’s products in her store.
Buckalew built on the thriving marketplace for third-party content that Griffith helped create. After working for DAZ Studio, she helped Chris Creek found HiveWire3D.
Known for her botanical products, Buckalew worked for DAZ Studio leading its Platinum Club for 10 years before venturing out with Creek to form HiveWire3D, which tried to bridge the gap between Poser and DAZ with the Dawn, Dusk and Baby Luna figures along with other high-quality 3D products, such as human and animal models that were created by talented designers like Ken Gilliland (Songbird ReMix), Nature’s Wonders and animal texture maps by CWRW.
Buckalew said in an interview with Renderosity Magazine that she and Creek sought to build a bigger 3D art community that was based on more than the program you use. HiveWire3D has five guiding principles. She called “the 5 Cs:” Create, Commit, Communicate, Collaborate and Care.”
She explained the Cs are all equal but to “Collaborate” will help the industry as a whole. That’s why HiveWire3D worked with Renderosity in the past few years to create a more inclusive market.
“We see this partnership as a way to gain more exposure for our products, which is not only a benefit to HiveWire 3D but to all who support the content we create,” Buckalew said. “Our Collaboration with Renderosity is an example of how our commitment, combined with clear and open communication, has created a new opportunity for everyone involved.” Creek said this reflected Buckalew’s personal philosophy as well.
“We are all better off for having known Lisa and being associated with her …” Creek said. “We all mourn the heavy loss of our HiveWire QueenBee.”
Buckalew, who had been struggling with health issues for a few months died on Feb. 20, after she underwent another surgery that “was just too much stress on her fragile body,” Creek said in a post on Facebook.
“Our Lisa was and is special, full of life with a deep love of her family and this 3D family as well. All of you meant so much to her,” Creek wrote.

Anti Valentine’s Day 2021

It’s been a few years now since I did some special Anti VDay pics. I do so love that particular holiday…the tears, the rejection and/or abandonment, the utter loneliness people feel… It’s all my dark heart craves!

So here are this year’s offerings to the gods Pain and Pleasure. Crappy Suckentine’s Day, y’all!

P.S. Don’t ask me about that chat thing, I have no clue. My brain is so fried lately that I can’t grasp what it needs from me. If it’s not blood, sweat and tears but some sort of coding mania, it’ll have to wait til I’m not foggy! Life is!!